The mega pixels of my life are becoming obsolete
the hard drive of my existence
wants more bytes for storage
Kilobytes
Megabytes
Gigabytes
Terabytes
why am I getting so old?
so quick
last year I was young and beautiful
this year I’m ready for the grave
The camera that documents my fun activities
was replaced by a younger looking one
This new one shoots real HD, 3D
any kind of “D”

I like to carry my past
where ever is available to watch
in front of my eyes
never behind or in my back
this gave birth to my conundrum
I need more space
to store the pains
to keep filed the anguish
to upload the images of my suffering
So, these cameras and hard drives
are very outdated
eight mega pixels
two terabytes
not enough to capture
not enough to hoard
the complexities of life


Ironically I found my needs satisfied
in the methods of the past
for the sounds
old records
for the images
photographic film
the words
pen and paper



Now I can release
I can be content
there’s no need to update
there’s no hurry to upgrade
eight mega pixels won”t be enough
but who cares!
my yesterdays will be well preserved
in the past where they belong.
